So its Christmas break, if I haven't said that enough ;) I've been busy getting Christmas presents, cleaning, unpacking, decorating and settling into my house. Soooo exciting!!
As I do all this I can't feeling a little different. I finally feel like I'm a gulp dare I say grown up?!?! I should be happy with this right??
Don't get me wrong I am extremely happy! I have an amazing boyfriend, an amazing family (his and mine) and finally a career I can thrive in. As hard as I've worked through the past couple of years to get to this point its a little hard to swallow. I'm actually doing it for real!
I just can't help missing my old life a little. I miss sleeping all day after fun crazy nights with my girls. I miss blowing off some of responsibilities to have some fun!
Maybe part of my problem is being so far from my friends. Our lives are all going in different directions and its hard. My bestest best friend is finishing out grad-shool and has embarked on her DREAM job. She seems single and free and happy. Its hard for me not being a part of that.
IDK maybe I'm going through a mid-twenties crisis?!?! Haha probably not. I shouldn't complain because even though I miss the old I couldn't be happier in my new life!! Its just hard to grow up I guess